> My unseen sins

~~Wednesday, September 9, 2009~~

12:50 AM

What comes and goes.

People come and go. No matter how close you are to them. Its either the mindset,or just that they found someone better than us. But if they think they found someone better than us,are they the better people in other people's life? You think too highly about yourself,but do you think about how the people around you feel? I got to know a couple of friends around and I swear,they are like dust. They come to us when they are either bored,need helps or some other intention. So what is true friends? Are we true friends?

So what is the difference between best friend's and boy/girl friend's? They say,boy/girl friend's own each other and can do almost everything together. They say best friend's are always there for you,when you're down,happy etc. Who is really there for you? Who is the one who really understand you? Who is the one that knows you,at almost every single little thing? Who?

Nothing last forever. I agreed. Everything shall change,every second,every minute,every hour.

No. I'm not being emo or whatever shit it is. I'm stating what I'm thinking right now.

I would like to apologize to those who asked me to link them. Just having lesser time for blog. An there's nothing more to update. Life is getting bored. Not much of an entertainment. And I've yet to upload pictures. Nice.

+ I miss many. I see less. +

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Wednesday, August 26, 2009~~

12:29 AM

Oh so not forgetting.

Haven't been updating at all. I know. Khai went missing. Well,I just want to share some stuff only. The last two Sundays,I went to Pulau Ubin with my dear,his sister,his sister fiance and her fiance friend. And I had fun there. I just love the scenery by the jetty. So lovely. I know I know. First time there okay? Its like our first time going far out from where we usually slack,"date" and all. But the bad part was that I fell from the bike. Bruises all over. Oh well. Its great anw..

I miss my girls. Sigh. Hey dear,I miss kissing your fuck face sia. Oink oink la u.

Anyway,to all the Muslims..

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa ehk.. Don't alasan then tak puasa.. :]

+ Don't just talk. Let's just work on it. +

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Wednesday, August 5, 2009~~

2:04 AM

Shoot you down straight through you head.

If I could,I shall kill you. If I would,I shall kiss you. I'm bored,dead bored. I can't sleep. Termites in my head,through my brain. Sincerity kills when you have to lie. Like he say,lying is nice. But sometimes,not at all. Like usual,I'm talking no sense at all. Like he said before,or till now I guess,I'm dumb. Bahahahaha! No biggy. I shit. You shit. Fuck fuck fuck......

Boooooo! I vroom vroom from your back. Shitty shitty ding dong toink! Someone say he will cry if I die. Sumpah bedek. Ehk I bored. How? I'm hungry. How?

School sucks but Maths is fun. I want best gf and best buddy in class,study together,eat together,go toilet together and almost everything that can be done in school together. I miss her,I miss buddy,I miss great teachers.

+ For you I kill. For you I will. +

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Friday, July 31, 2009~~

11:18 PM

I want a hair makeover!

I'm so sick with my hair right now. It's messy and looks dry and unkept. I want something different. I would to have a mixture of red and cappucino colour. Back to the v end shape. Layered and sexy waves. Stepping fringe. Bahahahahaah! Fuck uh. I hate my hair uh. So messy. Hopefully,my mum would treat me to a hair spa during my birthday. Oh please I would be pleased.

Today wasn't great at all in school. I must say,school really bore my ass out. Met Atikah and I must say,I miss her alot! Her cat so cute.. We chatted for almost more than an hour. Then got free show. Someone fight like no one is there. Oh well. I'm used with fightings so nothing new to me.

Dear! Engraved pendant next aytes?? ehehehehehe.. Ehk ehk don't forget your so called treat to the massage parlour next month. I'm so eager.

Pictures of you and me will be up. In few minutes from now...

+ You're blinded by her beauty. +

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Wednesday, July 22, 2009~~

9:33 PM

And I shall..

I shall prove it to you. I shall prove it to all the people around me. I will and I do. Don't trust me? Fuck you. I know myself and I know it well. I will.. I will..

I will be somebody and I shall prove it to you. For you,for my family,for myself,for her,for us.. Your brain and my heart. 2 fucking years as you can see. You know it yourself. And I shall fucking prove it to me. I take the challenge. If I fail to prove it,I shall take all the consequences without a tear. I swear and I shall. Let's see for the upcoming test of mine. Settle? Deal and fucking done. Just see for yourself........

Much sincerity,
I'm Khairiyah,prefer to be called,Ell.

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Thursday, July 9, 2009~~

12:22 PM

Can't let the music stop.

I'm making a gift. But I won't be giving it,not until its over. You know what I mean. Yes,its 2 fucking years already. Happy? Of course. But,there's a hidden emotion playing hide and seek with me. Oh well. We have postpone the celebrtaion on 12 July,this Sunday. But I've no idea where to bring him. Like usual,I'm the one planning and such. Kinda fucked up but oh well. Watodo. He changed me alot,from the inside to the outside. But so what right? Everyone change. But still,I would like to be a somebody,too. I wonder who I am in my exes eyes. I wonder who I am in his eye. A junk? Or someone special? Name me fucker.

I was wondering too. What is woman honour? Girls cry for the guy who left them. Girls get raped from dogs. What is guys honour then? Lust? Oh well. I'm just too lazy to talk about this. For guys become dogs after seeing girls wearing skimpy clothes. Are you sluts? If you are,then go join Geylang. There's lot of guys you can pick from. There's dogs,there's the rich ones and of course the old faggot bastard.

School ain't fun anymore. Larry and Arnold would eventually approach me and asked to join them. But they stink. I know I'm rude. But what can you do? Fuck you!

Ain,ehk kau nie tukar url ehk?! Ape crite nie.. Haiyoo.. Anw,thanks for the wish babe. Bile mau jumpe nie! Geram aku.

+ I shall beat you down,fucker. +

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Tuesday, July 7, 2009~~

12:03 AM

happy 2 years anniversary,my dear nat.

things happen real fast and we've reach our 2nd year together. my dear,i had a great time with you all these months. hopefully,today we won't fight okay? i love you.

.I Wrote This Shit.